Cm BeSt..

mlm td aku n abg aku bnyk bork tntg ape yg kitorg nk wt dlm idop ni..tindkn ape yg perlu d ambil utk nk perbaiki idop kitorg utk jdk lbey bek..n rse cm best coz kali ni lebey senang nk cpai kate spkt brbnding dulu..mybe coz masing2 da sedar yg kitorg smakin bsr n perlu lakukn prubhn kt idop kitorg..

abg aku bnyk kali bgtau aku...'awk, keseronokan bknla 1 keutamaan dlm idop, kebhgian lbey menjamin mse dpn'...aku ske sgt dgn ayt tu..dulu aku x sdr..slalu je joli sne sini...m'bazir duit beli bnda yg bkn2...agknye klu aku simpn duit2 hasil pmbazirn aku tu,da bole wt beli mtor LC sebijik da..hehe..

skg ni kitorg da mule wat bajet...dulu mse abg aku x de keta n utang len..kitorg memg idop seng n x pkir nk kna byr itu ini..tp skg da len...risiko idop smakin brtmbh..so kiotrg da mule plan ape yg nk wat n nk kumpul duit utk komitmen ape lg pas ni...arp2 ape yg drncg t'cpai..insyaalah..

arini tyme klas tax 1st tyme aku rse cm phm ape yg cik arab ajr..hehe..best n tetibelak cm smgt...tp msok je audit mate ni mcm da kna hempap dgn batu besor sebijik..sush btol nk bkk...sian lecturer yg ajr aku audit tu...

apepn, tinggl lg 2 minggu je utk aku abiskn diploma aku..hope aku dpt abiskn dlm mse yg dtetpkn....klu bole nk cpt abis blaja n rse pegang duit sndiri..tp x pelah...aku kna brkorbn utk kesengn yg akn dtg...insyaallah...arp2 abg aku akn dpt keje yg lbey bgos pasni...
wlaupn die blaja x tinggi mne, tp aku tau smgt die tinggi sgt n sifat kesbrn die sush nk dimiliki org len...aku arp die pn brjye dlm idop..insyallah..

p/s : aku da ngntok, skg nk tdo..ZZzZzZZZzzzZZZ....

thinking..

kengkdg aku t'pkir...
cmne ye nk jdk seorg yg sempurna..
sempurna bg aku d sini bknla seorg yg ade sgale2nya coz memg x kn ade org yg sempurna pn kt dunia ni..
tp bg aku ckopla klu kiter idop gembira dgn ape yg kiter ade d smping org2 yg menyayangi diri kiter..

kengkdg tu aku mrh sgt dgn ketidakadilan dunia yg dcipta brdsrkn permainan manusia..
tp kengkdg aku t'pkir balik ape hikmah2 yg berlaku dsebaliknya..
aku geram sgt npe t'ciptanya wang ringgit klu ianya hnye akn memechbelahkn manusia..
m'bhgikn kiter d antre kaya n miskin...aku benci perkataan 'kaya' n aku x ske dgn ayt 'miskin'...

aku pkir aku da ckop pndai mse aku zmn skola dulu...jdk tokoh skola n slalu dpt no.1 keseluruhan..
tp bile aku melangkh ke alam universiti sumenya b'tukr...bru aku tau langit itu tinggi atau rndah..
blom lg melngkh ke alam pekerjaan, alm perkhwinan dan yg paling menakutkn alam kubur dan tibanya d pdg masyar...masyaallah...
bru aku prasan rpenya diri aku ni da t'lalu jaoh t'pesong dr lndasnNYA...
bolekah aku b'pth balik?..tiap kali aku nk m'ghdpNYA aku rse malu sgt...
malu sgt krne aku akn melakukn srhnnya hnye bile aku dlm kesushn..
dlm kesedihn...malunya aku disisinya...hinanya aku utk b'jumpanya..

kdg aku t'pkir ape mksod sbnr kwn...?..
utk mndgr rntihn aku ketika duka?..
utk b'sme aku time seng..
atau utk menemani aku ketika aku keseorgn...
kdg aku rse lbey bek aku ade lwn dr ade kwn..ntahla..
persepsi aku t'hdp mksod kwn tu len sgt dr org len..aku tau..
tp apekn daya ini adlh mainan dunia...kwn pn kiter da x bole prcye lg da skg...

aku nk sgt jdk seperti org len...yg sntiase bhgie..idop seng tnpe pkir mslh duit atau mslh len..
aku rse aku x ckop kuat utk dtimpa b'bgai2 dugaan n mslh b'talu2...namun aku rse mungkin ade hikmah dsebliknya...coz ade org penh bgtau aku...lg bnyk dugaan yg dberikn seseorg tu menandakan allah lbey menyayanginya...aku harus muhasabah diri aku balik...aku harus mulakan dr bwh......wlaupn aku x mampu utk jdk seorg yg sgt beriman, tp aku akn cbe mnjdk lbey baek...insyaallah...

p/s : klu dulu bile aku tensyen aku slalu wt bnda yg bukn2....skg aku akn cbe utk mendekatiNYA slalu...aku akn cbe wlaupn sedikit...

One WorD 2 DesCriBe My FeeLing Ryte Now..

BENCI..!!!

What guys shouLd noe about girls!

1. Dont tell us when you think other girls are hot!!.

2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials before we get bored.

3. Mark anniversaries on the calendar.

4. We think about you all the time.

5. This is how we see it: Don't call = Don't care.

6. Which also means that if we dont call, take a hint.

7. We like you to be a little jealous. But overly possessive is not necessary.

8. We're allowed to be late. You're not!!.

9. Eye contact is the key.

10. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.

11. Laugh at our jokes.

12. 3 words: honesty, honesty, honesty!

13. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.

14. Do not start with us. You will not win.

15. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? Didn't think so.

16 If you ask nicely, we..ll answer the same way.

17. We will never have enough clothes or shoes!!.

18 Open the door for us no matter where we are.

19. We love surprises.

20. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.

21. Always brush your teeth before you see us. A fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.

23. Even though you're sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything
we are.

24. Don't act hard around your friends

25. Sometimes "NO" really means "NO!".

26. "Wife beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.

27. Sensitive guys are great.. but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.

28. Dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.

29. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.

30. "Fat chicks" have feelings, too.

31. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling, & nasty looks add up to = YOU DiD SOMETHiNG WRONG.

33. Just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring, doesnt mean she's not waiting by the phone.

34. You dont have to spend a lot; if it means a lot.

P/S : I LOVE YOU...

confius..!!

erm...cmne nk ckp yek?...
arini bf lme aku kontak aku balik..haha
amat memernjtkn..
die adlh bf yg kapel dgn aku pas aku clash kjp dgn abg aku..
aku sggp clash dgn abg aku sbb die..
tp hbgn kitorg x kekal lme coz ade org sabotaj n kitorg juz t'gntong cmtu je...
bile da pts cmtu je, of coursela ade lg prasaan kt die coz bkn kitorg yg nk ptos..
mungkin hgbn tu x b'hasil coz aku sggp clash dgn abg aku sbb die..besela tyme tu cinta2 monyet..
n aku rse tyme tu die hensem sgt..haha...bdoh gler dkaburi dgn kehenseman org..
tp skg ni die kontak aku balik n aku speechless..
die nk jumpe aku tp ntahla..
tkot aku t'pikt balik kt die...
ish tkotla....mesti mbr2 yg da knla ku ckp x knla seng2 je aku nk t'pikt kt laki len sdgkn aku da kapel nk dkt 7 taon...
tp ati n prasaan x de spe yg tau...ni antre aku dgn yg maha kuase...
aku ade bce 1 kajian ni yg pompuan cpt bosn dlm idopnya..
btol ke??
ntahla...yg pasti arp2 ati aku x brubh..
coz aku da bnyk gler sktkn ati bf aku tp die still bole trima aku..
zalimnya aku...
tp aku x tau ati aku...argh...!!!!
mungkin sbb aku x kawen lg dgn die sbb tu ati aku ni cm ckp "ko berhak nk kwn dgn sesape yg ko ske coz ko bln milik sesape lg yg mutlak"..argh..*&*&*^%$#@#...!!
aku x ske rse prasaan yg b'cmpor baur...
1 2 rse je ckopla..,klu bnyk sgt rse da jdk x sdp...
tp aku rse kn..mungkin sbb aku x puas ati coz aku x dpt jwpn npe aku dgn bf lme aku ptos cmtu je..
so prasaan tu x kn ilang...mungkin pas dpt jwpn, prasaan tu akn ilang...
em...ntahla...

p/s : tetibe t'ingt kengn tyme skola dulu...x yh pkir mslh wlaupn slalu tkr2 psgn...haha....

KnoWin' Bout Guy...

When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you

When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes he means it

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him
and wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Sakit Dowh...!! arghh...tensyen...

sakitnye prot aku...
sakit gler dowh...senggugut je lbey..
periodnya blom lg...
da period nnt lgla gler babi!!...
abg aku ckp antibodi bdn aku lemah...pdhl aku aktif je slalu..
ntahla...aduhh...x thn...mood aku pn ilang...
sob...sob...

p/s :..b, dtg sini temn org..urutkn org...n plok org slalu slalu...coz org mesti teng dlm plokn abg..

A dinner to remember...

29/05/09 EASTIN HOTEL,DAMANSARA

dat nyte was our graduation dinner nyte...em,agk hmbar tp bestla coz ade kengkwn aku yg best n gmpk2..
kitorg da la siap lmbt n smpi yg paling lmbt...tyme smpi KP kitorg tgh berucap..so kitorg msok pas die abis ckp...wat grand opening lak..hehe....da sume dok tgk...segan aku...
kitorg strt pkol 9 leby n abis aroung 12 lbey cmtu...pastu tgkp gmba mcm nk matila...hehe...
agk bestla...n hope there will be another dinner dat is more better than dis one....
mlm tu sume lawa2 n smart2..ske aku tgk...by the way aku ade perform mlm tu..tp bese2 jela...
lgpn it was my 1st performance...however,aku tetp bgge dgn diri aku mlm tu...n arp2 dpt wat lg performance cmtu nex tyme...aku memg ske nyanyi n skg ni aku x nk segn2 nyanyi lg...
abg aku dtg mlm tu but as photographer..die sgt komited gler dgn keje die tu mlm tu k?...pdhl die pnt gler...abis2 keje tros dtg kt aku n x mkn lgsg mlm tu...sian die...aku tau die memg mint nk jdk photographer..juz x de pluang...after dat kitorg singgh minum kt telawi...n nasib abg aku mkn....

ape2pn...aku skela dinner mlm tu...juz x puas ati dgn some people yg x brape nk sporting dat yg ske org t'hegeh2 pkse sroh wt tu ini...

me wif my abg after the dinner


my housemate

me wif syara

tyme aku perform

p/s : rse lawa lak mlm tu dowh...hehe...